i have picked up the pen again as i cannot say

what is running in my mind today

trying to find an outlet to put my heart at ease

growing up it seems comes with a fees

unsteady seems the flow of life

without a goal, we try to strive

where did the innocence of our childhood go?

where did the warmth leave from our tomorrow?

why is it that no matter what i say i get it wrong?

why dont i ever feel like i belong?

i look around and see bigger problems exist around

but to me i am alone when my friends surround

loosing a bit of me in the crowd everyday

running towards the sun when i had left to find the shade

nothing is wrong, no one to blame

but nothing is right, there is nothing to claim

in circles i go around, searching...

unable i find myself from ever reaching....